I'm sorry Taeyang

Just ordinary me.

Starting from the year of 2010,

ever since my first heard of "Wedding Dress" from Taeyang.

His voice, song nor music style, talents and everything about music,

he's my idol, my target, my aim to be a successful musician like him.

There are still more of him brought out of me,

dream, appreciation, dare to be real and sing!

: (

Huge apologize to Youngbae, and one of my 21 year old goal;

I'm sorry for couldn't make it real,

to participate in the first idol concert stage in my life in my 21 this year. 

As the post mentioned yesterday,

I'm not a rich kids.

I want to own and get everything that I want by myself.

This is why,

for this time I really have to hug myself and sorry to both myself and Taeyang.

As what I planned,

I want the first concert in my life is in Taeyang concert.

Too bad, fail.

Here's my always favourite song of him.

Wedding Dress - Taeyang.

The song that totally change me and I can even feel the emotion that he expressing in this song,

every time when the melody start.

Even his latest "Eyes, Nose, Lips" get awarded as "Best song of the year" in M-countdown in 2014.

Still remembered that I watch live through HyppTV Channel 601, Mnet.

And I shout and break into tears even in front of TV 

just because he finally get that award using his solo singing song.

Sorry Youngbae Oppa.

I'm sorry for couldn't support your concert even you're breathing the same air as me now in Malaysia.

Have a pleasant and safe trip,

I hope I could at least watch your concert again at other place when the right time come.

Typing my blog post and repeating his song,

how pathetic is it!

Mentally collapse and 

I'm just,

sorry. 

Not a rich kid

Not a rich kid,

that's why always hard really hard to achieve what I want it to be.

Just another discipline and habits I want myself to maintain,

blog every day when there's available doesn't matter how tired or how late is it.

That's why I'm late for blog post before 12am.

There are sure things that we feel thankful or something different that we want to remember,

and always being thankful and appreciate for anything that you get.

This is how I feel it through my daily life.

Never fail to smile like a kids to be in their way in appreciating.

Thanks for everything that life bring to me,

I'm blessed and really glad that I made a choice earlier that really help the present me.

For very first time,

out of the blue I'd receive text out of the blue about urgent need for employees for event yesterday.

And that's is how I get my consider first promoter job through agent in my life.

I'm glad that they come for me and everything's cool and great.

I just like it the way they are.

Everyone around me is my lucky star,

bringing positive force and awesome elements to me.

I'm helping Beacon Hospital as their staff in explaining BMI & health package.

It is customize for only ACE Jerneh Insurance Berhad employees,

that's why they are having booth in their company.

Thanks for their guide, I'm really familiar like super familiar with the BMI diagram.

Once again thanks to Beacon Hospital for their great job.

I'm proud of myself that although this is the first time for me receiving event like this,

I feel one step closer than my dream for achieving my goals.

At least I try my best as beginning step and really go after it.

Tea break (yummy street burger) and transportation back from office place,

Thanks for Wailuen, my first know collogue manager;

he got that for me and another new know collogue as well.

He is so kind and really friendly,

also willing to teach us and guide us more.

He's gentlemen to sending us back to destinations.

Really have a fun and great time working and spending with him,

Too bad I didn't manage to have photo of all these,

but really wish to work again and again with them. Just great!

Well,

achieve your goal by your own effort always the best feeling ever!

Just go after it by reality useful ways does really help.

Something going to be real for the new improvement of me!

Weeeeeeeeeee...

Ciao! :)

Another date with Kyrene

Thanks to the bright sun light and we're totally fair!

Oopppsss..

Feel like I can't leave this young lady out,

I really spend most of my times with her.

Just another simple sister-babe be like dating with her.

In Kuala Lumpur malls area in Bukit Bintang.

We have non-stop conversations and talks to speak and tell each other.

That's why times is like never enough for us to spend with.

And before I end my degree semester 2 holiday break,

this is how I would like it to be remembered.

I'm with her.

Well, feel so so so much better to talk and share my feeling with her.

I'd a bad dream last night that kind of like reflect of my problem and issue at the day time.

I'm trap in problem that not suppose to be a problem,

but I'm stuck.

Feeling much better and way better after sharing with her.

That's why she's my soul-mate for life.

We get stuff we're looking for, in our way.

And we get to like spend and talk heart between us.

Just appreciate that I have her with me.

Manage to spend her the hot chocolate drink that I always want to bring her too,

maybe this time couldn't reach to Mont Kiara.

So I get her at Bukit Bintang area.

Coffee Stain by Joseph, Farenheit 88.

Things are still very lovely over here.
That was great! Love it



Choose a 3D Hot Chocolate (Cat), since my babe love cat more.

Look at that happy lady,
glad she really really love that!

How to post or took photo like an instagramer / mainstreamer?

Well, here's the prove of how.

 Flower, shades, chocolate & wooden table. lol

Weirdo being weird.
Nahhh we just be like how we are, not try to please the other.

Like #wefie with the golden goat? Hhmmm..

HAHHAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHAHHAA..

Swag back she said.

The last thing,
must do weirdo inside the car #SS (syok sendiri) #wefie

Thanks to her,
I do get great idea and share of how do develop my blog.
My goal is to inspire people.


Wish me luck ! :)