Letting go of something you are used to is never easy, especially if it’s something that defines who you are.
If life remain the same without any ups and downs,
you better figure it out why, what, where, when, how.
Reach home late almost every night,
seeing my family doing what they usually do, is a bless.
Because of my passion, my family never leave no matter what.
Socializing in working world still new for someone like me,
where people knowing each other without sincere heart, not all, but most of it out there.
Is this life?
Can you just fake it and act like normal even it look totally weird for you,
just because you want to be part of them?
The nomad and "copy paste" version of others just to "blend" into their network?
Nothing right or wrong,
but I'm still newbie.
People who know me for long time would definitely laugh hard until they die,
when people commenting that I'm a very serious, focus, no-fun-entertainment(boring) kind of people.
But this happen in my working life,
people might saying that I'm not creative enough, too quite, strict person.
Yeahhh people who know me well please don't laugh off your ass.
It's totally not me at all right?
Perhaps for me, focusing in career development and learning,
knowing that I might be too loud or over creative
(where some people might think it's not formal enough)
That's why, I switch my way of doing things.
As a totally fresh and small officer in the company,
I try to keep my mouth shut, observe, analyze by myself & to be a "good girl",
try not to be a problem staff.
Perhaps it lead to people feel that I'm not a fun or serious person at all,
where this challenge me and really hard to switch to another way where is totally not me.
I try not to lost my unique personality of me,
at the same time be a "good girl" for the company.
I struggle a lot.
Positive way, I treat it as a learning progress for me.
I have dreams, yeah dreams which include few which I'm working hard on it now.
My passion and personality will shine where it meet or doing things that I'm passion in.
Perhaps just a Spanish beat song or sentimental wording song could easily move me,
without me realizing that it's in my gene,
Where my love and passion always in me,
that keep me alive and stay motivated towards life.
I'm neutral with my fresh new job,
perhaps should said getting better impression towards this work where starting to like it.
No love or hate feeling,
but just normal things for me to just keep on doing it for my another piece of passion and love.
Letting go of something you are used to is never easy,
especially if it’s something that defines who you are.
Yes, title speaks.
Letting go of the noisy side of me where I can talk really fast and non-stop daily,
into quiet person that someone might not even realize my existing.
It's hard where almost every day when I was home,
my talking "speech" is like the quantity of generating what I should talk the whole day,
and speak it all out to my family members, pity their ears.
And thanks for always be there and listen to me even I annoy you guys a lot.
Letting go doesn't mean giving up,
but I brought it along together in me, and become a better version of me.
I always there no matter what.
Thank you, for reserving your partner seat for me.
Thank you, for showing and giving me the greatest support where I never expect or thought of any.
That spirit of becoming one are fantastic,
we may be just friend, or perhaps just new know friend or any random one appear in my life.
But I'm sincerely thanks for each of little pieces of love,
because of trust from all of you,
lead me to another successful and positive life of me.
大家都把我設為嚴肅 安靜 沒樂趣的那一類，
我發覺自己帶給人的感覺 是謹慎 嚴肅 認真 古板
也許知道自己一貫式 吵鬧 粗心 分心 太有創意
我有夢想 熱誠 想法
到了稍微有能力的時候 才慢慢轉反向 往夢想前進
只是熱誠相比 才藝這方面 或者 心靈上的修學
甚至 聽到某一首歌 會口哼歌 直接讓我體驗 深思更多文字中優美的情景
開始接受 以及 真的對自己這份工作 小小地有了好感
只是 我需要自我進步 修養 修煉 的真的需要些時間一一上手
非常機靈 很會 做人的 聰明人。
要知道 為了創造自己的位置王國 費了我多少堅持
前往更為優越的方向 帶著這些習慣的事情 變成比昨天更優秀的自己，
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